the twisted thoughts turned once

Exactly a year ago, a blog was born.
It was a brain child of a lost soul
searching for a valid reason to live.
It held unto secrets
conveyed through disgruntled words,
riddles and linguistic figures.
It still lives on to that root tho,
and flashes of dementia still reign.
But after a year of existence,
for an observant and a frequent reader,
one would notice some changes
that went thru different twists and phases.
It remained dark,
but somehow the gloom has gradually
disappeared.

Walking souls that the creator knows from real life,
have treaded along some pages.
And untraced steps have yet to be unearthed.
Nonetheless,
it was always and have been,
the pleasure of the creator
to share her thoughts,
however twisted or not,
confusing or pointless,
or simply eye burning
due to the darkness
wrapping the whole set of texts and images.

And from this side of the world,
this little corner
that once laid the corpse of an unpleasured being,
a soul swirling into different spaces of time,
traveled through lightyears of indifference and learning,
wandered through the created worlds of others,
left a mark or left nothing,
it gave birth to a new twilight,
to a new sunrise,
as that of
night is to day,
tears is to smile,
and
death is to life.


So in celebration
of the great defeat of melancholy and anxiety,
a new-found chaos may give way,
may continue..
but its a chaos of bright lights and brain stimulants.
exploding through waves,
floating through the sky.
For within these four brick walls,
now embeds countless windows,
shedding enough light,
enough brightness,
enough space..
to see what's outside.

Thank You all for being those windows.