moody monday: colorful

who would blame me for loving the color blue?



took this photo last month in one of the hidden gems of subic. club morocco.
tho this gem needs a little polishing and the management is clearly doing something about it.

if you've been there, you wouldnt mind seeing those ships and cargos parked by the distance as long as you stay in the pool.

alas! it would have been lovelier if i spent the sunset strolling by the beach with you*.*

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note: long awaited entry for moody monday

the long wait..

“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.” - Paulo Coelho



to those who kept on returning and checking on this blog, thank you.

i have been in hiatus for months
but it doesn't mean i have forgotten this place.
it doesn't mean that i will stop painting,
drawing, taking photos and writing poems.
some of these were indeed placed on hold for a while,
while i wait for time to stop.

sometimes i wish to hold time and wish a day
to never end. sometimes i wish time could move
fast forward to that day,
that day
which i wish to not end.
but these only happens in dreams
and some dreams seemed reality.
while reality sometimes seems
to be dreams.

since the time i have gone, i've been to places
where i wish to never leave. and soon as i got back
i look back
and my memories feel like everything was just a dream.
my only proof for myself
are the photos i have taken,
and the memories that kept on running over and over
in my head.

i do not feel confused, but it whirls me in the cycles
in my mind. please don't confuse this as something sad,
for it was lovely. all lovely.
the time spent on those places were memories that i wish
to not forget. but i guess they were all
too lovely to last.

and the only sad thing is..
the wait.
and
waiting
for it all to happen again.

and while you wait,
while we wait,
this blog is under construction. my apologies..

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- "Heaven or Bliss" *image above is my entry for photofriday's topic: circular

..hiatus..

my past 2 weeks were extremely busy and the next week ahead is most likely as equal or even greater. im not sure when i will have free time so this is a post to let you know (and i thought i'll never say this..) i'll be on hiatus for a while.. i'll try my best to reply and visit your blogs but i apologize in advance if i wont be able to after this day.. i shall miss illo friday and all my online friends. you will be on my thoughts everyday..

now i leave you all with an old poem i wrote and a photo i took while traveling to southern manila..



Don't Close Your Eyes

as i hear the -
leaves crash to the wind
walls of echoes
paint my deserted room
the linen adrift
flying floating
as cold whispers
wrap my whole being

as i close my -
eyes in deep longing
i float more lighter
almost liquefying
swimming to that shadow
to drink the poison
of its undying spell
drowning my head in compassion

as i feel the -
whole world spinning
catch the waves tightly holding
take me to the other side
carry me.. carry me..
and let me continuously fly
as the breeze swallow me
in one big.. deep.. sigh


© 02.10.06